;BFF!
;FOTE akuh !
;Boifey .
When you see me,
You'll probably see a smile,
That covers up my sorrow,
& my pain deep down inside.
You'll probably never know,
Why I grieve or why I sigh;
They are hidden by a smile,
While on the inside I cry.
You may think I'm cheerful,
But my smile surely lies;
I wallow in my sadness,
& only God knows why.
My heart knows it all,
But my smile says otherwise;
& the sound of my laughter,
Drowns out all my cries.
The depression I am in,
Is surely not worthwhile;
But all the pain I feel,
Is hidden by a smile.
beb , all this while .. without u , i feel different ..
without hearing u and others laugh .. i spend my tyme with sue and the others ..
i kept thinking and try to find ways how to get back like before ..
when i see our pictures together , i feel like crying cause i miss our tyme that we had fun together .. we use to joke ard , slacking together ..
but those tymes were not like before ..
now we're back together .. i just wishh we would be like before ..
every problems , we share together ..
and2 , everything we do , we did it together ..
when i think of u and the others , i cry .. and no one noe how i feel ..
akuh tk pernah berubah kerane seorg lelaki ..
dan die tk pernah buat akuh berubahh .. ( serious talking )
and i dun blame him or either u guys because im change ..
i change jus for my own good ..
bile akuh kene mrhh dgn makk akuh pon and die klua kn name2 korg pon , akuh selalu mempertahankn korgg ..
akuh tk perna salahh kn korgg , i never did that ..
i will always blame myself ..
all of u light up the darknest in my life ..
thanks korgg ..
and naz , thanks for taking care of me when im sickk ..
and thanks for helping me when im in need ..
we been through together for more than a year ..
and eqah & ella , korg cheer akuh up , make me smile when im in no mood ..
korg bykk tolong akuhh .. thanks korgg (:
and sue , thanks for spending ur tyme with me .. those tymes yg kiter slack pat playground , is the most memoriable tyme for me ..
and thanks for taking care of me ..
and2 FOTE ! thanks alot eyhk .. kaw , adib dgn sue gives me alot of support ..
lastly , THANQIEU SO MUCHH korgg !
without korg , im no one ..
thanqieu so muchh !
