No Mood .
11:29 PM , Friday, July 9, 2010
Hey readers .
i cant sleep right now even if im forcing myself to sleep ..
i dont know why suddenly , i miss my past .
im feeling down , sad & disappointed .
i miss my old family .. why must all this happen ?
currently talking to aqilah , sharing this with her , crying ..
i cant bear looking my mum suffering with all this problems around her .
i dun wan mum & dad to separate apart .. i just want them to know that i love both of them .
i just wish that they understand how i feel ..
cant bear looking at my mum crying over about my dad ..
i wish , i could be in her shoes going through all this rather than seeing her suffering ..
im happy if only you are happy .
everytime when i see you cry , i feel hurt .
i know how you feel . all you want now is just us ..
u need us , your children ..
now , everything in my life change .. sume buwat hal maseng2 ..
everyone in this family are in their own world ..
everyone just dont care about my feelings .. im the one who supposed to take care of ur feelings . im hoping that mum will get well soon from her sickness . i promise to takecare of u . i only want our past . the times that we spent our time together . a happy family . sharing everything together . going through those up and down together without giving up .
aqilahh , thanks uh for everything . thanks for being there when i need someone to talk to .
sowiey uh kalau akuh ganggu kau malam malam gyniey .. i just dunno who to talk to . tibe tibe jeh uh akuh teringatkn abt this . u know kn what im going through right now ? sure u know how i feel . thanks uh . promise wont cry anymore , insyaAllah . (:
kay readers . im totally down right now . will update some other time .
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