Why its always me who gonna get scolding from mum?
why not abang or kakak ? tak ke sial tuh name nye ?
siakk uh .. stakat bende kecik sia , mama nk biseng biseng nan akuh ..
da biseng tuh tak pasal uh , tkya nk maki maki uh ..
i know uh , im not a perfect child for you . Kakak & abang is more better than me right ?
you always says that , aku niey anak tak guna laa , bodoh laa . pelajaran tak pandai laaa .
kalau kauu pandai sgt than , replace me uh . kauu gy belaja while aku dudok uma .
bebual tak masok akal siak ..
mum , you keep repeating saying " kauu memang pompan sial la , perangai same mcm pompan sial pat luar tuh sume!"
fine uh .. anak takkan jadi sial kalau maknye seorang yg sial !
perangai samerh mcm mak kauu tuh !
asyik bebual bende yg same jerh . naseb baek akuh respect , kalau takk .. mati kauu, akuh bahase kn !
benci siaa , asyik bebual pasal past akuh jerh .
ayy mum , wat past is always a past . u cant rewind back the past .
yelaaa , kauu mane pandang budak jahat mcm aku kn ? bdk yg selalu menyusahkn kauu .
betol tak ?
kalau nk sgt akuh jadi mcm yg dulu , im fine with it (:
sbb , akuh prefer hidop yg lame dr skrg ! get that ?!
you may hate me , i know .. sebab , anak kesayangan kauu kn aderh .
die bole jage kauu paaah . he can give yyou all his love , money & care . betol tak ?
but think back uh .. sape yg jage kauu maseh kauu masok hospital ? sape yg kasi kauu duit bile kauu susah ? sape yg ade pat sisi kauu bile kauu menanges & need sumone ? akuhh perh !
itu pon tak penah nk hargai ! dengan perangai gyniey , jgn harap uh akuh nk gy layan kauu .
kalauu kau benci aku sangat sangat , den i promise you that i will go out from this house .
kauu mane perlu kn aku lagy . anak lelaki yg kauu sayang sangat sangat , yg kauu angkat dan junjung tinggi kn adehr . die bole tolong kauu . i prefer staying with my aunty or rather than staying here .. PECAH otak dudok sini !
you may never feel or understand my feelings . all you know is just shout , scold & hit me .
im sick and tired of all this . its killing me ! why cant you just understand my feelings for even once ? you know how much i care for you even sumtimes you make me hate you ?
i've been crying for you all this while .. you know that ? even youu , urself dont care abt me .
kauu asyik penting kn anak lelaki kauu je . padahal die tak pena penting kan kauu .
i know who i am to you .. i've always been there for you , but what about ur other children ?
were they there for you when you need them ? still remember , you scold me infront of the public ? when you force me to go to see my lawyer about the money ?
duit peyh pasal laa kauu marah akuh dgn org ramai . and sumore im having high fever .
saket saket pon aku sanggop uh dgr kate kauu . lepas da marah aku dpn org ramai , kauu tggl kn akuh . u took away my wallet & handphone . and i left with nothing !
naseb baek siang2 akuh da seal duit dlm pocket . and after that , you went home & left me there . tak ke sial tuh ?
its lucky that , papa fetch me . i wont forget abt this.
depan org boley uh kauu step baek tapy disebalik nye org tak tawuh perangai sebenar kau .
asshole . sick & tired , crying for u mum . and i know u wont change .
thanks for everything .
P.S: i love you mum .. even if you're making me to hate you . =(
