Disappointed.
im abit disappointed.haishhh :(what i expected , is not there ..you were there in school , looking & staring at me , but did you care of my feelings ?did you bother to ask if im okay or not ? must i make the first you ?heck care . kauu stakat berani bebual dlm facebook , itu je ? cube kalau bebual face to face ? mesti kauu matii point kann ? im really disappointed with youu . im hoping that you would really approach me and ask me if im okay rather than you staring at me like that .my heart scattered in pieces ! you were the one for me , you are the one who understand me the most , yet you still wanna act this way ? CCB . you know how hurtful my heart is to see you acting in this way ?haishh . im sorry for acting that way towards you , its just beacuse i want you to realise your mistake and want you to know that i dun wanna lose a bestfriend like you . I love you so muchh seh bestfriend . HAISH . like i say , i dun mind losing friends like them , but i mind losing a bestfriend like you . we've been together going through ups and downs together . you know me well so as i do . PLEASE , im begging you . dont act this way towards me . I love our friendship . if you read this , im hoping that u will text me , cause i'll be waiting ..and yeah , thanks for amirulAdeq , aqilahEqee, Nazirah, Syasya, Wan, Zhikang, Taufik, Azmi & Afiq for being there when i was in the breakdown mood . Yeah , u guys were there to give me hugs & calm me down when i cry the whole daay, which is from morning till night . even now my eyes are still bengkak , HAISH . its really hard . why must i go through all this ? i just dont get it .. anw , thanks to my teman , Ahrel for hearing my problems . and thanks for the advice ahrel . i appreciate it , i promise to listen to ur advice teman (:
alright now , till here .
im not in the mood to write much more ..
will update again soon , since im tired as i just come back from hockey training .
nights readers . (:
P/S: Sorry for acting this way , i dun wanna lose a bestfriend like you . i love you Siti Sulaihah .