Currently im feeling so sad.
I miss my dad. I hoping he is doing good in prison. How i wish i could call him and talk to him and let him know that i miss him so much )':

He's the only dad i have in the world. No one can replace him. Eventhough at certain times i hate him, but deep in my heart, i still love him. He's my inspiration and my everything. Its true that my mum and dad could never be like before, but i only have them who can support me in my life. The picture up there was the last picture that my mum and dad took together. I still remember it was in the year 2008. I mishh those times, seriously.

I know that dad needs me the most in his life as he got no one else to turn to except for me. And even if im not there with him, but i will still be in his heart forever.

Just now, when i attend his case at the surbodinate court, i saw him. I suddenly feel so down. My heart breaks to see my dad. I could see the pain and the hard times that he is going through right now. And yet, my mum keep on saying that "he deserve it". Haish. I just cant understand what my mum really want. Im sorry dad, i wasnt there with you when you needed me the most. I feel guilty leaving you like this. All i could see from ur eyes just now are just tears and sadness. You could only smile at me and i could only smile at you back. I was hoping that i could talk to you and hugged you at the same time. Wanted to let you know how much i missed you. Haishh. When its time for you to go, i feel like crying but i have to be strong.

Papa, i promise to always visit you while you were in there. I will always pray for you. Hopefully you will change while you were in there. I will always wait for you. I miss those times that we spend together, papa. The times that you took me for a movie and take good care of me while i was sick. Thanks for everything. I will not forget all the time you had sacrifice for me. Thankyousomuch. Iloveyou and imissyou, papa. ):